You'll never know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and look away and the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling.
The soft music that my ear hear warms my cold heart. The song that make me feel his presence on this sleepless solitary night. I drunk myself..... Waiting for this nightmare to end, for this pain to end. I wish I'll see him as soon as I woke up. As if I have to die after this nightmare end..... Will he be there at the moment of my death or he wont be there and let myself die alone? I'll die in loneliness and fears. x
