You'll never know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and look away and the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling.
When its not to be, it wasnt meant to be. Why should I care when you would never wont be loving me the way stupidly I did? I am wide awake and you no longer the man I see in my dream, it has always been a nightmare. When you appear, its a bit late but I'm glad that it wont be you that I shall share love. At least anymore. x