You'll never know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and look away and the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling.
Alone in the room I sit by the window, watching rain dropping slowly hitting it, I close my eyes and pray, with who are you with, are you thinking of me? What to do.... What to do when your heart is for cruel man, a man who leave you alone with no answer, asking for you to wait patiently in every moment, that is waste during my life time. How could you.... How could you turned into a beast? I was in silent without reason to do to. My love, stop this. Give me an answer so I wont be crying in the middle of the night that put me away from my sleep. If its ending, end it as I'll bear the frozen pain, the pain waiting for you is much worse. x