You'll never know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and look away and the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling.
How does it feel loosing a real love? What you gonna do when you feel so empty? What if your life feels like nothing? What if everything you do seems so wrong? What if that really happen to us? It is easy to say but when things come to us, everything just when so hard. Why? I'm afraid to face the world, meet new people. Growing up isn't easy. Be an adult is tough enough. Its even tougher being a wife yet a mother (just saying). Can I just be free like the kids? Why is everything seems ruing me? Don't you feel the same? We love people, do they love us too? What if they doesn't feel the same way? Will we just lost them? Like... You snap a finger and everything just change. What would our future be like? Don't you wonder? Haih can't be scared for living. What if your whole life went vice versa from what you imagining for yearsssss? The hardest part, it ain't imagination, those things will get us. Get prepare. x
